Im on a Miami layover in a beach hotel. They have computers for crew folks to use on the mezanine. Im very tired, this was our day;
lax-ewr... sit in ewr 3 hrs then
ewr-mia. Long fuckin' day.
Could have been worse, I guess I shouldn't complain, especially since Im off the plane & in a hotel finally!
Im starting to worry about the surprise party for Doris. I hope everybody comes.
Her daughter, Sharon has not returned ANY of my calls. She has always been a rude little piece of work. Very self-centered. Perhaps it is because she is her mother's daughter. Ooooh, did I say that? She & Herman have the same father. Perhaps they both inherited his asshole gene. rrrggggghhhhhh.
Who the hell knows why people have no courteous behavior involving family. Well, I know why I didn't, but these 2 have such a sweet mother who loves them so much - I just don't get it. They seriously don't know how lucky they were & are to have a mother like Doris.
At least Derrick knows, & I am definately counting on him to show up. Derrick most always comes thru for Ms. Dottie. He appreciates the struggle she went through to raise her 3 children alone. I could have never done it, myself.
And clearly neither could "Shay" who totally ignored her daughter growing up & "Asmar" who contributes nada to his two boys, doesn't even visit them when he does come to town. But Oh, Well..... Nevermind all that...
Friday will be a great party for my soon to be 70 year old baby! I hope no one has tipped her off to tell her the surprise. I also hope I make it in on time, because the weather today was fierce, which is why we got in so late.
I am really annoyed at Sharon. Hell, at least she could have returned ONE of my many calls. That's just not right. How dissappointing.
I must stop this negativity. I was doing quite well for a couple of weeks there. And I'm cleaning up around the house more. I'm trying to be better. When I'm tired, it gets harder.
I walked out to the beach by myself when I first got here tonight. The clouds are covering the fullish moon & it is dark & eerie out there for miles, yet beautifully mysterious. When I get away from my own limited life & gaze into a part of the world not well known to me, it is awsome to consider so many different lives elsewhere.
Although I would rather be home, laying in bed next to my Doris, I am very grateful for the life I do have & to be here tonight.