I am sitting in the Marina Del Rey Marriot - finally- the flight was real delayed tonight. & there was a butt in everyseat, we were oversold PLUS they changed equipment & it was a big 767! I love that plane, esp in back (1st class is too hard & too slow with 30 folks up there.)
The fA's were great & the full load & all the work took my mind off all my troubles. It was nice to be among people that respected me & appreciated my hard work & professionalism. heh heh, well I may be stretching it a bit much at the last there. These FA's liked me, I forgot how good it feels to be among this ewr group of peers. No WONDER I hate real estate agents, Flight crews are sweet, funny & oh so nice & caring.
I hugged Doris goodbye & said 'I dont want to fight anymore...' She said okay, we wont fight. She had been singing Jesus songs this morning (what she always does when she's upset) & it was so beautiful, her voice is SO wonderful.
I wanted to call home & tell her how delayed our flight was going to be, but I didn't. Figured just leave her alone. (She had told me to just leave her alone last night... to which I replied Doris, I've left you alone for years...) I think it upset her some. Not that much, as she won't let anything upset her that much. Wish I could learn that trick. Now I want to call her from Los Angeles, but it's 0300am her time, midnight here.
The thing is she's all I ever think about, my little world basically revolves around her. It's been that way since the day I met her 24yrs ago. That's why all this fighting is so fucked. Like what the HELL is going on?? Doesn't she know I adore her? Definately more than she does me... she's got all these family jerkoffs in her life that came first, seems like they are more important. SO glad I don't have that to deal with in my family anymore. My friend Rosanne says next time she's gona get involved with orphans only. HAH! She's got a GOOD point. Someone who has no other crazy family fartbrains to concern themselves over. Yeah, that's the ticket!
Okay, up to my room & a hot bath. phew! Glad this day is over. Thank you Godfor helping me make it thru.