Another fight. sigh. I just don't know. Can it be any clearer that we are coming apart? Could the writing be any bigger on the fucking wall already? I am starting to hate her. I hate this, that's for sure. Good thing I'm flying out tomorrow. Which I hate that I have to go back to work already. I traded my 1st trip that went out today so that I could have an extra day of vacation. Nice day, went to the movies...
She was calling her kids/grandkids... just chatting. Called up Herman, just chatting like none of this past week ever happened. hehehe, hahah, chat chat chat, Then all of a sudden screams at ME in the phone (which Herman is on the other end) Kathy don't change that channel. (I am turning on channel 5 for "House"...which SHE likes, not me so much, I'm doing it for her.) But she actually SCREAMS at me in front of him. I just loose it. I dont even KNOW what I said. The thing is she NEVER knows when she's screaming at me. And she ends up disrespecting me in front of her kids, her grandkids, & that was it, I wasn't having it anymore. So here we go again, I'm mean, I'm horrible, I'm a nasty bitch, I get shingles & everything else because I'm such a fucked up , dispicable miserable bitch. She's fine, she doesnt get sick, that's why I'm always sick because I'm so hateful. So when I respond to her in the way that she has just screamed & responded to me she doesn't even get that she did it first. What ever. I'm tired. Just getting sick of it all. 24 years & here we are. Go figure. This truly sucks.
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attached to every shingle there's a heatful word originating from her mouth, remind her of that.
Austin
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