Oh my gosh, I just came off 4 days flying, I'm pooped & have a croopy cough deep in my lungs. Doris thinks I have pluracy, haha!
I made a very short Xmas letter at Kinkos on my last layover so that's done, no good picture of us together this year, so no picture card. I did put one on the letter. That's it for this year. Hope all my fans won't be too dissappointed, heh heh!
Usually my letters are good. spiritual. with a clever writer's comment thrown in. This year, Not spiritual, just plain, straight fwd 'well made it thru another year' kinda thing. Nothing clever. I am Not feeling any of that & choose not to fake it. This writer's block will lift when I have something I NEED to write, I guess.
I SHould feel more grateful, I'm not a Katrina survivor, or a cancer survivor (yet...) or homeless, jobless or loveless. I gotta snap out of it.
I am on vacation now!! (have 2 measley weeks off,) Can't even be happy for that since I ALWAYS used to have the whole damn month. At least I can rest some. Didn't go to Curves today. Just staying in bed coughing to death. sheesh. I sure got the 'poor little me's".
I shall go to Weight Watchers later. Hope I lost another lb. Boy am I a bore today. mmmmm, need a nap I guess.
Depression.... But just on the edge of it, thank God not slogging thru the quick sand middle of it. Not sinking, just floating. Bouncing in & out of that twilight zone perimeter. Wait! I think I'm coming out of it... I'll be fine. Now for that nap.