Well, I'm so dissappointed. Twice so. My credit union will give me the loan for the RV ($15,000) but at 8.5% with $700 down, AND $300 twice a month (out of Each paycheck.) shit. Can't afford that. Good GOD. fuck. So much for that. They tried to get me to take a loan out on the house, combine the$11,000 I still owe on the PT cruiser with the $15,000 for the RV. uhmmm, No. Nevermind. no second mortgages for me, I can't even afford the ONE I have. sigh. Wish I were rich. Maybe people would like to buy some Arbonne I have ordered. Yeah sure, they're all as broke as I am at American. So that's probably not a bright idea. whatever.
2nd, I finally put this damn hp photo thing together & it prints but doesnt blow up pictures. Great, just great. All that money I spent last year for this. Thought I could print the photos myself this year. fuck fuck fuck. Wonder if it's too late to take it to Office Max. ahhh, Yes. It's already 12/7. geesh.
Im going to sleep. Not gona stress on this tonight. I seriously might not do ANYthing for Xmas. I am SO Dissappointed I can't afford the RV. It is nice. Bed, toilet, microwave, 2 burners & fridge with airconditioner on top of roof to plug in. Small, 19ft. Blue comfy capt's seats. Really nice. Damn it. Got to keep in perspective the poor Katrina victims that have nothing. I got a house, car, nice girlfriend that cooks great dinners, & a job - hopefully with a pension eventually. I'm okay.