I went to Weight Watchers today & finally, FINALLY have lost 50 lbs !!! I am SO happy! I can't believe it, it's a real Miracle!! Oh, thank you God, Goddess Universe! Now if I can just maintain the weight loss, I shall have won this battle. At least for now. I mean it is a constant vigilance & focus of inner power & control, so it will always be a fucking battle! But wow, I did it this far. It is a true accomplishment for me. I feel proud and, well - relieved. I look so much better! Hell, I look great! Esp for a 59 yr old fart!