Oh, I'm SO dissappointed. Crash won best picture tonight instead of Brokeback Mountain. Yeah okay, Crash was really great, all about everybody's predjudices (except for gay issues) & I really DID like the film. But I was SO hoping Brokeback would win since it was about homosexuality & how you waste your whole life just living in the closet. I felt bad, I just so wish society would accept us all. Fuck it. I guess I should have been grateful the movie made it THIS far. Doris was glad Crash won. Pissed me off. I felt it just shows how she is so much more into identifying with Black predjudice than gay homophobia. She is so much more in the closet than I, & she is happy that way. There's no way I can change that now that she's 70 yrs old. Whatthefuckever.
Other than that, it was a great night sitting in bed, eating popcorn, drinking Perrier & watching the Emmy's! Doris had cooked a great dinner earlier, chicken drumsticks potatoes & brocolli. Big biscuits, too! damn, I couldn't resist. I gave myself permission since I lost 2 more lbs last week at weight watchers! I've now dropped 33 lbs !!! I hope I can keep it off.