I was watching the Tony Awards tonight & when it started "A Chorus Line" was singing & dancing! I started crying, singing along. I always feel like SUCH a FAILURE since that is why I became a Stewardess in 68 - to get to NYC, study jazz ballet with Luigi & do Broadway chorus. That was my huge goal in life.
As it is, I still struggle to survive all the bad choices I made during my youth, thru out my life. And unfortunately SEX, DRUGS & DISCO took my eyes off the prize & I've been dealing with the result of addictions since I finally faced them starting 27yrs ago.
When I tearfully said to Doris "I'm such a Failure..." during one of the show's musical numbers, she said Don't feel bad Kathy, God's been VERY good to you.
She's right. Case closed.
Not to mention, Doris fell down the steps about 0500am last night & we're SO LUCKY she didn't break anything & seems to be okay! Phew! Thank you God.
Scared me to death.
As far as Tony Soprano tonight - WTF???