Okay, Im tired. Been back flying over a month now. Not picking up extra trips for overtime, so Im NOT making any money. My accounts are dwindeling down to practically empty (like my damn gass tanks) & I just dont have the steam to do real estate. blaa...seriously not into to that right now. Im too pooped.
Next month I have picked up time & am scheduled for 85 hrs, but I doubt it will be enough. I am paying this kid $100 to pick up a weekend trip so I can go to my 40th high school reunion. The hotel will cost over $150. The main ticket was $100. The car rental will be a lot for sure, but gotta have a car, I SO love to drive by my old house... over & over!! Wierd when all I ever did was want to get the hell away from there back in the day. I really CANT afford this trip, but you know that wont stop me. I am informing the elist group that I'll be going as Flotilla deBarge to warn them of my girth... I KNOW they are going to be shocked to see me this way. I need courage to go being this fat. I have nothing cool to wear, doubt moo moos or caftans will impress anyone.
One great thing, I have started Weight Watchers & have lost 5 lbs (this was my 3rd week.) This has made me happy as I am really, really trying & finally I am seeing some progress! Nevermind that I am starving to death, here! I am eating more vegetables than I ever thought Id even look at in this lifetime. Boy, was I ever lucky in the 1st part of my life that I could eat anything & everything & still look great. Menopause sucks.