I loved the 70's!....What I can remember about it. I had lot's of fun trying to escape from reality, as it were. Everything I did was basically a bad choice. And if I had it to do all over again, I would change EVERYTHING. If only I could! I should have been a dancer. I became a 'stewardess' to get to NY to study Jazz Ballet with LUIGI on Broadway. It's what I was meant to do. My God, I was SO good! And although it was difficult to come off hard flights & take 3 & 4 dance classes a day, I did it & was just going for the gusto of the time to come when I would eventually audition for Broadway Musicals! But alas... I blew it. Totally. Got involved with Sex & Drugs & (Rock n Roll... more like DISCO.) Became a true Disco Queen for the ages! So COOL, I thought I was. And, if you saw me you'd have probably thought so, too. But no. I was definately not cool. I did not want to get married, just to support my dance habit. I did NOT want to live in a Dancer's commune just to be able to afford dance class. I HAD to support myself on my own, so I kept flying. Something had to go. I was burning the candle at both ends, AND the middle. One day I was just too tired & run down to get up & go to Luigi's. The next day, I didnt go either. From that moment on I was a true fool. A slave to my new addictions, which well overtook my love of dance & any ambitions I had to succeed. I chose to fail, must have had a fear of success. I could go on for hours about why. But that is a whole other story....
Now the only dancing Im doing is back & forth, up & down, in the aisles..... like a crazed lunitic, I might add.
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