Still Sick

Went to the Dr yesterday.  She gave me a script for dizzyness.  It is making me sleepy. AS IF I need anything to sleep all day.  I have a trip tomorrow which I can not take since I'm still not well, so guess I'll be sleeping thru the weekend. 

I always worry about getting fired from my job, even after all these years...(38yrs 5months).  But I'm sure they would love to fire me since I'm so senior.  Seems you always are just waiting for the shoe to drop!  It's ridiculous.  They harrass you for all kinds of shit.  If you call in sick & you're out for over 7 days they count it as TWO sick instances.  When you get 2 sick instances you then get a stupid letter saying you are on their bad list & one more sick call, you could be fired.  They make it so bad that many of us fly sickly, in which case you contaminate others.  It's so stupid.  Anyway, I do have a Dr to fall back on here, & hopefully I wont get sick again for a year.  But how the hell do you ever know when you're going to fall ill?  Airline management are not nice people to work for.

I have only boring entries right now.  Sorry.
Thanks for everyone's good wishes.
At least I don't seem to be barfing my guts up all the time anymore.  Yay!  Therefore I am grateful!!!!!

Recovering hopefully

So I'm feeling a bit better, but not 100%
I have NO energy.
And I'm dizzy.
Alot.
(No wisecracks from the peanut gallery over there.)
I guess I'm going to have to go to the Dr.
I so hate moving.
I just want to lie there & sleep all day.
This thing sure takes a toll on the ole bod. 
Aging sucks, I feel sure I'd bounce back more easily if I were younger.

Last night I dreamed I was writing a book all night.
When I woke up I was so dissappointed because I had nothing to show for it.  And couldn't remember any of my brilliance.  Such a drag. 

On The Sick List

Oh Man, I got SO sick yesterday...  Still am.  Not good. Thought I might get over it overnight, but alas...  I was so dizzy I could barely sit on the throne... Jeeze I was sick...TOO sick to even think about the fucking computer...  Got the runs & the barfs...  had to call in SICK for my trip today.  DAMN.  What.a.drag.  I NEVER call in sick.  But seeing that I was basically laying on the cold bathroom floor in sweat half the night, I knew I'd never make it down the aisle the next day without keeling over. Can't figure out if this is food poisoning, a virus or a flu.  How do you tell? 

Anyone have any idea how long this shit lasts???

Frickin' Slush

OMG!  I had a damn flight to LA today.  Of course they wouldn't cancel it even tho' the snow & sleet was blowing down like sharp hypodermic needles. 

So off I go in full make-up/fa drag regalia driving 20-30mph cautiously thru the storm & wind. Took forever, but angels saved me a few time when I started to slide off the road, thank you God, Goddess, Universe.

Trudged thru the employee parking lot nasty snow slop to the stupid bus shelter, patiently waiting for the damn "A" bus. 

Got to the terminal finally, drug to operations to sign in... & what do ya think?  CANCELLED! 

My flight (hell every flight) was finally cancelled.  Of course I had to sit around a few hours before crew schedule finally released me.  dang. 

So off I went, schlepping my crap back to the bus & car, & slowly proceeded on my way thru the fucking winter wonderland that we call weather (DURING FUCKING RUSH HOUR!) home to my Poochie's arms. 
phew! 
Alleluia.

The good news, I have sat off now.  The bad news, I had to pick up another trip on sunday to make up the time.  Gotta stay grateful for a job.
sigh.

I Love Rosie

I love Rosie O'Donnell. 
I thinks she's brave.
I know she's loud, but I usually agree with her. 
She can speak for me as a gay woman because I'm pissed off, too.

I just don't understand it...  there are so many dykes that don't like her.  I read it in their blogs.  I dont' get it.  Why not?  I mean, everybody has a right to dislike somebody & there are many people I seriously can't stand.  But Rosie?  What's so terrible?  She cracks me up & for me The View has never been better.

Even Doris doesn't care for Rosie.  But she doesn't like Ellen either, much.  She laughs everytime Ellen does her dancing & talks about how white folks can't dance.  I think E is pretty good at it.  I try to support all our lesbians in the media.  There's just not enough of them. 

I Have A Sinus Migraine

Oh my gosh.  Last night was SO windy that the turbulence shook my brains up on landing.  That kind of stuff turns you green it's all I can do to keep from hurling, which would be most embarasing strapped into the jumpseat in from of 150 people. Then the employee parking lot (at the edge of the field) was freezing cold, the wind chill beyond bad!!

When I woke up I had a sinus migraine.  It was SO painful I thought I'd throw up.  I took some Motrin sinus/headache tabs.  Later took an Advil Migraine capsule.  Luckily now I only have a small headache. I am resting now.

What do you do for Sinus Migraines???
Any suggestions?

Better Now

Okay, I'm a happy woman now.  Pictures are starting to get posted & I don't feel so left out.  It's amazing how easy it is to feel close to so many bloggers.  I really enjoy my lesbian blog group & now I see what they look like!!  Yep, I was right, Goddess Bloggers - all of 'em!  And Sassy, you & Fran have a beautiful home.  Simply divine!  Wow.

Sorry I was so impatient.  Impatience is better in flower beds.  (grin.) 

I went to a new female doctor today.  She is really nice & nurturing.  She called me sweetie & even tho' she was only 2 yrs older than me, I felt calm by that.  My last dr was so young and sorta snippy & afraid to do anything wrong.  I lost my trust/faith in her.  We'll see how this one goes.  She was kind. 

Oh, & this is for all the party bloggers..........

              V A G I N A  !!!